Its near 3am, not sure why I'm still awake, but I'm here. Wasn't sure what to title this entry. Just wanted to put down my thoughts for what my goals sexually are, and by goals/dreams I mean really reaching for the moon. Think if I had 3 wishes from a genie or something similar
I'd love to gain some length and girth. Around Danny D, Mandingo, or Lex Steele size. Probably too big for most women normally, but for a dream scenario that's what I want. Why be that big? I want to be just a little too big for my partners. I want them to want me so much they don't care if it will hurt. I want to make them sore, and hurt a bit. Both pleasuring them and hurting turns me on, which both feels wrong but also what I just crave. I want to be pretty ripped too, have the strength to properly manhandle.
My biggest desire is to breed as many women as I can, preferably every one I see and decide I want. Wherever I want too. The supermarket parking lot, the park, an empty college classroom. Married and unmarried women. all sorts of women physically. As long as they're an adult and I find them attractive, I want to take them and fill their womb with my seed. Even if they're too old to get pregnant, I still want to use them. I really just want to be like an animal, and fuck and breed whenever I can and want. A year after I've knocked up one I want her back for another and another. Setup a room to film most breeding's, make my own porn. Anal and oral are just for my fun. There is something so thrilling and satisfying to have a woman on her knees, gagging on your cock. Physically its fine, good with a skilled woman, but really if I want to cum its pussy. Maybe this is why I''d say I am more dominant than submissive.
Is all this super unrealistic? Yep. Some it may be achievable, but not all. I think I just wanted to write it out. I'm pretty happy with my current life. Please let me know If I'm wrong or odd. Any question please ask. I want to hear what you think, on this and anything else I post.
I'd love to gain some length and girth. Around Danny D, Mandingo, or Lex Steele size. Probably too big for most women normally, but for a dream scenario that's what I want. Why be that big? I want to be just a little too big for my partners. I want them to want me so much they don't care if it will hurt. I want to make them sore, and hurt a bit. Both pleasuring them and hurting turns me on, which both feels wrong but also what I just crave. I want to be pretty ripped too, have the strength to properly manhandle.
My biggest desire is to breed as many women as I can, preferably every one I see and decide I want. Wherever I want too. The supermarket parking lot, the park, an empty college classroom. Married and unmarried women. all sorts of women physically. As long as they're an adult and I find them attractive, I want to take them and fill their womb with my seed. Even if they're too old to get pregnant, I still want to use them. I really just want to be like an animal, and fuck and breed whenever I can and want. A year after I've knocked up one I want her back for another and another. Setup a room to film most breeding's, make my own porn. Anal and oral are just for my fun. There is something so thrilling and satisfying to have a woman on her knees, gagging on your cock. Physically its fine, good with a skilled woman, but really if I want to cum its pussy. Maybe this is why I''d say I am more dominant than submissive.
Is all this super unrealistic? Yep. Some it may be achievable, but not all. I think I just wanted to write it out. I'm pretty happy with my current life. Please let me know If I'm wrong or odd. Any question please ask. I want to hear what you think, on this and anything else I post.
